"The facts mam, just the facts"

Get the facts mam, just the facts before you judge me. Slow down and mull over this situation carefully before you lacerate me with your two edged tongue. Why are you so quick to heap on painful insults and out right lies?

Let me remind you that the mother is the first teacher. That baby's mind is no more than supple clay in that mother's hands. She can make a President or she can create a worse monster than she is. She can create a mentally crippled co-dependent alcoholic, a paranoid schizophrenic, an anti social recluse if she so desires.

You should know that we were indoctrinated and terrorized by a seriously fractured "mentally ill" woman. No, she is not really mentally ill. "Mental illness" is her cover, it is her ruse. It is the best ploy she could come up with. If she were really mentally ill she would not or could not conceal her real character so cleverly. It has worked for eighty-five years because there are very few people willing to take the vicious assaults that follow any attempt to save her. There are few people brave enough, few people with enough courage to face that black hearted demon that hides behind the robes and crosses. Plus if you go along with her bull she will reward you especially if you are a male. And no doubt about it she will swell your head with compliments. She knows exactly what to say to you to make her enemies your enemies. She will dictate who you should love, marry, honor, believe. She will lie to you knowing that you know that she is lying. She calls it respect, honor. 'Don't you niggas front on me.' while she broadcasts your every move.

She depends on your fear. You will fear her temper or you will fear her "roots" or both.

But let me tell you how good GOD is! I did my master's thesis on Voodoo and Conjure. She did what every book and every practitioner warned against. She "mixed her hand". A "hand" is the type of conjure you use. A "good hand" is a healing hand, healing is your specialty. A "bad hand" works evil, kills people, blinds, hurts and injures people. She did both.

The penalty for mixing your hand is instant insanity, your mind will run like a river. We call it bi-polar, GOD calls it demon possession. She is not insane, she is not crazy. She is double minded! (Read the book of James) "A double minded man is unstable in all of his ways."

I know now what I didn't know then. He, my grandfather was intimidated by her. There was fear and rightly so. She tried to kill him on his best friend's front porch when she was sixteen. Embarrassing your father to high heaven is a good way to always get your way.

I am determined to piece this awful mystery together. I believe that she was "attacked" at eight years old. It may not have happened just as she said, but she was raped. She told me that she was raped three times and she suffered excruciating pain and that there was a lot of blood.

Knowing what a corrupt lying manipulative woman she is I can clearly see how she exploited her tragedy to insure that she always got her way. Maybe one day she will finally see that her way was the wrong way.

You keep yourself up. Stay in His WORD children. Let me tell you something, the devil or evil forces or what ever label you put on it wants you to give up. The devil wants to lay you so low that getting up will never cross your mind. Never let the devil win. Make sure you know that GOD has given you a resource in Christ. Anything that you want, just ask Him. GOD's WORD is infallible. TRUST GOD with all of your heart, mind and spirit.

Don't lie and pretend for any one. Do not turn a blind eye to wrong doing. Trust GOD to deliver and protect you from evil. Do not walk after the evil imaginations of your own heart. Study the book of Jeremiah.

Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel