"This is a cold cruel world"

"This is a cold cruel world." were the exact words my "mother" told me repeatedly when I was a small child. She is right. I appreciate the heads up. She did not tell me that she hated me and wished me nothing but ill will. I do thank her for all the clues she left concerning her true intentions.

How do you become so evil? Was she evil before she got involved in the "occult"? Is her demonic possession the result of her disobedience? Can she rid herself of this demon? Does she need an exorcist?

Is there a pastor brave enough to try and rid her of her legion of demons? No wonder she always laughed about that story in Acts where the demons beat the "would-be exorcists" and sent them running down the road bloody and naked.

She has to know that her time is up, it's over. All of that riotous wanton sinful living and fornicating, for what? Was it worth it?

The devil that helped you getaway with your "sickness", where is he now? You played god and lost. Did you believe your lies? Who did you really hate? Why did you join forces with Satan?

You know the doors of the church are open. You delivered that sentence so many times with such conviction. Why couldn't you mean it for yourself?

I am flabbergasted, a woman that can get down on her knees to gather "goofer dust" can't get down on those same knees and ask GOD to forgive her of her many sins.

Do know that you never used GOD, GOD used you. GOD is no respecter of man. GOD doesn't care what color anyone is. GOD loves all of his children. He even loves you Mathy Jane. You loved and lived the worst life imaginable, but GOD still loves you. The "door is still open."