"I FEEL GOOD!"

"Ah-h-h fe-e-e-e-eeel go-o-o-od!" I wish you could hear me singing. I am so thankful and grateful to GOD I am out of my mind. I am so humbled by GOD's goodness and mercy that I am trembling. How can I explain it to you? Where do I start? Let me give you the shortest version I can.

The simple fact is this; a cold manipulative heartless demonic narcissist has held her entire family captive for eighty-five years! This story is incredible. I would not believe a word of it if I hadn't lived it.

Bottom line, my "mother" is a very clever wicked woman, she is a con artist. She is a nigga. I do use the "n" word here as a pejorative. A nigga is the commonest, lowest creature on earth. The word nigga has nothing to do with color, it is character. I consider all immoral low life people to be niggas.

There are some that blame "niggerism" on slavery. I don't, slavery is a very convenient excuse. There are too many people that hide behind their skin color to commit sick hedonistic deeds.

There are too many people walking around in robes wearing titles that they gave themselves. They freely anoint themselves with mis-identifying names like Bishop, Prophet, Prophetess, Reverend, Elder, Mother of the church, and minister.

Why are we impressed? Jesus told you to look at their fruit! Do not turn a blind eye to their fruit. Their fruit can't lie. My head and heart are bursting with hundreds of
the worst possible images and memories any human being could be forced to endure.

My fate, the fate of my family revolves around a very fractured woman. Born beautiful , brilliant and "high yalla" in a very racist world in 1925 she grew into a monster. Her life is more than fascinating it is spellbinding.

Something happened to my mother and she spiraled out of control, "Waxed worse and worse." Her life is the exact opposite of what it seems. Poor Mathy Jane is a closeted lesbian, sadist, pathological liar, Tarot card reader, "Rooting Working" preacher. A born schemer that most people laugh at and with, not knowing her true nature. They do not know that she is blacker than a thousand midnights on the inside. She is a trickster, she will fleece and flim flam you. Unfortunately she used her greatest talents to destroy her own family. She will betray you and she will not blink. She has no honor.

She is a hilarious comedienne, she should have been a joke writer.

I wanted to love her but she proved too dangerous. She will put graveyard dirt on you, hug and kiss you while she stabs you in the back. Some where along her way she got very lost and murdered her daddy.

I loved her daddy, my grandfather, Jerome Walters. He is the only reason I can hold my head up. He is the only reason I can truly call myself a blessed saved Christian.

I love you granddaddy and I am going to clear your name and honor you. Yes, granddaddy I hear you; "Jesus will fix it!" "Time changes all things."

Stay His WORD Children. Jesus will lift you up I am a living witness! He plucked me up out of the much and the mire. Praise the LORD!!!

Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel