Lesson Learned

It is May 22, 2011 and we are still here. No man knows the time. How dare we play GOD or try to speak for GOD. If you want to do something for GOD, live right! Love thy neighbor as thyself. Tell the TRUTH sometime! Quit being phony, quit trying to garner favor from people that you don't like to get something that you don't need.

Most of all quit tolerating phony preachers. Say something, run them out of the church. Jesus did.

My grandfather taught me that "Time changes all things." Praise the LORD! There was a time when I couldn't tell what you did to me. I didn't have the words, I didn't have the vocabulary and I certainly didn't have the courage. GOD is so wonderful in His infinite wisdom. I didn't know what you were doing but instinctively I knew that it was wrong. As a toddler I knew that I should be ashamed and I was, that why I didn't tell and I was ashamed of you. (She's your mother. She's real pretty. She's real nice sometime. She's real mean. She is a real mean lady. Stay away from her.) I was a poor little girl forced to strategize in order to survive. Shame on you Mathy Jane.

I know now that I have always been ashamed of you. You know that. You know that all of your relatives have always been ashamed of you that is why they keep your secrets and pretend to not notice.

You are the evilest demon on earth and you will rot in Hell. How dare you hate the people that try to love you, try to protect you. How dare you destroy the people GOD put in your life to save you.

Again, you are not that dumb but you are that EVIL. Evil without a cause. Vermin for no reason. You destroyed ever life line that GOD ever sent you, relished your treachery, then laughed.

I have thought about it for a very long time. Why me? Why did I suffer so long? Why did I allow you to make me your "puppy"? Believe it or not I kept hoping that you would change. You would finally become that person that you pretended to be. I thought I was being a good Christian. I thought I was doing GOD's will until I finally understood Jesus; "Shun the very presence of EVIL." "From such stay away." "Your enemies shall be of your own household."

Stay in His WORD children! Rember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing!"

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel