- puppy pounded to death by her little hands
- burns baby brother's hands in fireplace
- grandmother mysteriously catches on fire
- burns first cousin's shoes in fireplace
- attempts to murder her own father at 16
- freely had sex with any and all first cousins, crossed serious boundaries of age, kingship and gender and demanded to be kept secret
- severely burns first son's handsome face
- pours pot of hot coffee on toddler son
- burned me severely at age 3, pushed me into a red hot stove
- rapes and molestation are constant but kept top secret
- constantly bragged about flushing 5 babies down the toilet
- worked voodoo freely and clapped her hands and squealed like a pig when she claimed she was victorious
- destroyed every book, manuscript, prose, poetry, art, clothes, saxophone, relationship, good name and reputation of all her children that she secretly hated and blamed for her low life
- MURDERED HER OWN FATHER! FRAMED HIM FOR SUICIDE! (don't believe me, I bet you can NOT find a tombstone on his grave!)
- for 87 years mysterious, mystifying, misery, simply to elevate herself. Martha was incapable of love, could only mimic it momentarily, evidently
- refused to repent of her sins
- died cursing GOD!
- died forbidding that her awful life ever be revealed to a living soul
Those hot soapy enemas when we were toddlers should have been our first clue. No, like most of you, I always wanted to believe my mother was just another lying hypocrite , faking it until she made it to "heaven".
No sir! You wish, I wish. As angry and frustrated as I become when lame ass, never had a hang nail people advise me; "Just get over it!"
Let me tell you something, you simple minded judgmental "think you know eva'thang". You know nothing about pain, about murder, and certainly know less about mercy.
Pray to learn, to know, to practice tender mercy.
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