I stand accused ...

I stand alone, accused or hatred, " unforgiveness",  of seeking revenge,  of being stuck on stupid.

I alone, begged my mother to repent.  I alone, solicited her church to pray for her.  My concern for my mother's salvation points towards love and compassion, the direct opposite of hate.

"Unforgiveness" is the label my mother pinned on me.  "Unforgiveness" for what?  You claimed to be innocent of all charges.  You did not call me "unforgiving" to my face after I voluntarily (at the LORD's urging) returned to your den of iniquity after a nine year hiatus.

I did exactly as you demanded, I put every horrible , sick sadistic deed you every perpetrated against me, against anyone, even the MURDER of my grandfather,  in the "sea of forgetfulness".  And yet again you betrayed me.  Played the hopeless harlot to the end.  "Good riddance to bad rubbish."

You accuse me of seeking revenge.  Just what for?  You accuse ME of hating you, of being jealous of you.  Why would I be jealous of a beautiful, clairvoyant woman that squandered her life, her gifts, a woman that lived for 87 years,  bringing nothing but misery and pain?

I will not be robbed by some reprehensible reprobate.  A woman so common, so horrifying you will wail! When you finally know the Martha Jane Walters succubus I  (we) survived by GOD's Divine Order, you will wail to Almighty GOD; "Mercy Father! No more! No mas!"  Knowledge of her unrepentant, unrequited deeds will cause you to weep.

 Who would dare to let such a creature off unscathed?  Her wounded, destroyed victims that chose to be like her, were manipulated by her clever cunning,  to cloak for her, to lie and deny like her, to be cold callous and selfish like her, to be a predator like her.

Those just as envious, just as common.  No decent person on this earth could ever know of such a woman and keep silent.  No decent, honest, GOD loving, GOD fearing human being would dare to love or hide such a woman!

Check your character.  Why are you here?  Are you just another lying, lustful hypocrite?  What good are you?  Will this world miss your "good deeds" when you are gone?

Thank GOD she made me her scapegoat!

"Ye shall know them by their fruit."  What good is empty rhetoric? Scream who you are!  If you have to announce yourself and describe yourself, maybe you are trying to convince yourself.   My poor mother screamed; "I'm a Lady!", all day, every day, for 87 years, while knowing full well what a repugnant ogre she really was.

Know thyself.  "To thine own self be true."