It is too late to turn back now ...

Continue to strengthen me LORD! Lift me up!  Thank you for my mission, my assignment.  GOD sent me here to teach you about LONG SUFFERING!   Far too many of GOD's elect are suffering unnecessarily.  They lack knowledge and of course they lack courage.  Courage robbed from them by evil "caregivers" when they were young, tiny, and innocent.

Some how thorough Almighty GOD,  I found my courage.   It was snatched from me as I lay helpless,  as a tiny infant,  by my evil CUNT mother.    She knew better!   She knew so well,  that she played "crazy", mentally infirm, the life of the party, comedienne, lover, friend, preacher, counselor, advisor, confused nurturer, knowing full well,  she was a RANK ASS!  COMMON AS BAT ****! PERVERT!

For 87 years Martha Jane Walters lived the life she thought she wanted.   A woman so selfish she never grew beyond demanding every and all of her sick carnal needs be met daily,  while she played head games.  "And don't nun of yo' black ass ******* eva' say a ************ thang 'bout nutting' dat go on in dis house! "   Martha Jane Walters was an evil,  modern day Jezebel,  PRIMITIVE,  root-working witch!   Roared uproariously at her ability to scramble brains.

Yes, Martha Jane Walters was clearly that Jezebel Spirited woman found in Revelation 2!   She is the foolish woman in Proverbs that plucks down her own house with her own hands.  A fool demanding to rape and ruin her own children,  just for the sadistic fun of it.  Something as common as thirty seconds of carnal pleasure.  Martha was willing and did freely ruin countless others for her brief "pleasure".  Pleasure that we all know was not all that.  A lie she believed and perpetuated, and did deliberate rob me of!  PTL!

Just so that no one in her family can ever out do her.  The sad reality is, she never did anything.  She did finish high school and she did snare an associate degree in secretarial science.  (Mighty low aim I would say. )

Martha was the smartest demon I hope I ever meet or hear tell of.   First of all , to all the nay sayers that question why I (we) took it so long, why it took so long to tell, to come to a form of consciousness.    We took it because; "It is written."  We were being tested.

She conditioned us with her evil demonic trauma bonding.  Pretending beating a child, an infant, a toddler,  savagely,  was the way she was taught to potty train.   Deliberately, maliciously breaking our little spirits, our little hearts over and over because that was the only emotion (mongrel savage hatred and sadistic cruelty) she could legitimately feel.   LYING FREAK!   Martha did to us what she let the world do to her.  PROMISCUOUS! A NYMPHOMANIAC! That could never look in the mirror, that refused to confess her sins, a complete reprobate that refused to repent.

Even she knew that she would not get away forever.  Mathy just wanted to get her "stanking whorish ass" in the grave.   For whatever reason, Mathy Jane belonged to satan.  No question, she was definitely his.  She was ONE PATHOLOGICAL LIAR!

I do not stomach liars!  Once I catch you in a lie, YOU ARE MARKED!  I will give you a wide path.  I will eyeball you and NEVER trust you.  No, sympathy .  ALL LIES STEM FROM FEAR! ALL FEAR COMES FROM SATAN OR THE ADVERSARY (Thank you Pastor Sammy, TPH)

If you are a LIAR, your father is satan and that is who you serve.   It is FREE WILL!  Choose ye this day! …..  Well, continue to suffer.

 That "stanking",  lying, cowardly, root-working, dumb, ignorant, primitive, incestuous, MURDEROUS , thieving, BLESSING BLOCKING, under-educated, uncle Tom, COON, WILL NOT BLOCK MY BLESSINGS,  FROM HER DIRTY LITTLE GRAVE!

GOD SAID NO!

Martha was so smart she out did herself, got snared in her own net.    Fooled herself into believing some dirt, common dirt off of a grave,  gave her great voodoo power and that her beautiful face, light bright skin and hair gave her permission to rape, robe, lie and murder.  That she and she alone was smart enough to come here and use GOD's Holy WORD against His children.

GOD said No!

Martha:" We said some terrible things to each other."

Me: (Thoughts in my mind that I did not dare articulate out loud)  "My Ass! *****! WE!  just how ******* dumb do you really think  am!?  You do terrible unspeakable things to your victims,  then demand their immediate forgiveness,  just so you can do it again!  Laugh again!  Laugh!!! 
'You duh fool! You sudden nah trusted me!  If you love me you will forgive me and over look my demonic predilections!' "

My mother's love was in her mouth only.  Just like most people, she thought praising GOD loudly and openly,  would and could fool people.   Living Holy, living a life for Christ , was the absolute last thing on ignorant, insanely jealous, envious, savage, brutal, lying , ungrateful, bullying, satan's low whore, bottom ****, Mathy Jane's mind.

She enjoyed group, Sodom and Gomorrah, perverted, taboo sex acts much too much to ever be saved, to ever follow Christ for real.  She enjoyed secretly burning, branding, tarnishing, destroying and laying low every one she knew , far to much to ever serve the LORD sincerely.  She did falsely believe that  she alone was smart enough to do it and to get away.

She believed it because she put GOD's timetable on her timetable.  (I am laughing because i finally solved the mystery of the "one shoe bandit".  Martha would throw just one of your shoes, or skirt, or something you valued away, just to hurt you worse.  To vex,plague and mystify you.

GOD said No!