I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Thursday, April 30, 2015

Take your time!

And in all thy getting, get understanding.  "Gird up your loins!"  GOD wants us to have courage, to be manly.  That is why satan uses foolish , extremely whorish, primitively ignorant women to destroy the very possibility of a male child becoming the courageous man GOD designed.

No matter how disgusting satan is, how low his whorish imps, they can't stop or hinder GOD's Divine Order.  The world will know of every foul deed you ever committed and that you falsely believed you kept hidden.  GOD knew, and GOD saw.  GOD led, GOD provided and protected.

So, why did you do it?  GOD told us, He warned us.  We have no excuse for not recognizing you.  Actually we did, or I did recognize you.  It was like "looking in a glass (mirror) darkly."  You had to happen. You had to be endured, all of your tricks and lying cunning exposed.

Your brutal savage ignorance will be exposed.  Oh yes Martha, the world will know  of your slippery, serpent, kind.  The vipers predicted to come are here!

    You hated me because I resisted your stupidity.  Woman you were a fool!  "Shun and Run" should have been tattooed on your head!   Your comment; "You sitting' on a gold mine …whut you assin' me fuh money fuh?" was barely delivered to my innocent ears before granddaddy stepped out of the shadows and dressed you down eloquently with a verbal tongue lashing I shall never forget.

For once in your life you did not respond with vile curses, you did not pitch a fit.  You said nothing.  But, you plotted.  You always plotted because you were always a coward.  You targeted small children and the elderly because they could not tell.

All cowardliness, all forms of weak faith come directly from the adversary.  Martha did commit the vile sexual acts satan planted in her head.  It was Martha's jealousy, her extreme selfishness, that ultimately destroyed her.  Martha was indeed afraid that her marriage to a little black soldier troll was benefiting us,  the two little black bastards that she secretly hated, had no money to abort.  The only reason she collected us from our grandfather, was she heard ; "tuh Army make a ***** take care of dem younguns,."

We did go to fine schools, we did earn a great education.  But, we didn't owe you!  You owed us, you dimwitted imp for satan!  Was it worth it?  Was it worth the shame?  I probably would have never told either.   I am sure I would have taken it to my grave as you instructed.   But you threw me under the bus in order to justify your sudden love for the very young man,  that you were determined to marry.

You needed and alibi, I was an excuse.  I notice you never confessed your part in the alleged plot.

That was Divine Order!

You still "stank".  Every one knew you were a whore.  No, you never really tried to hide that part.  Or were you very open with your many, many,  male lovers, just to hide your lesbianism?  Why were you afraid to acknowledge that part of your life?   You always claimed to be so honest, so uncaring about the opinions of others.  Why did you accuse me and your granddaughter of being lesbians?

Where did your self hatred come from?  Becoming a ghoul, haunting graveyards, sealed your fate.  GOD would have forgiven you.  He is quick to forgive us of our sins.  You knew that.

GOD is restoring to me something you took from me, self love, confidence, the right to be me.  The right to be my genuine authentic self, regardless of any one's opinion.  The right to thrive!  The right to the Tree of Life GOD gave me.  Praise the LORD!

All of my favorite people were unique and widely misunderstood until they became famous for what they were once ridiculed for.   Elvis Presley had an unusual name, came from low "white trash" beginnings, sang like a *****, gyrated his hips.  He became so famous, he can't die.

Weird Michael Jackson, high water pants, one glove wearing, singing his heart out, could not please this world either.

So, what is the lesson?  Please GOD first, serve and obey Him,  and He will lead and guide you.  He will show you the way.

What ever you do children, have the courage to do it.  "Ner'do wells",  like my mother miss their opportunities being full of pride and rebellion, then spend the rest of their miserable lives blocking blessings like a ravenous  Hokey Goalie.

Pay them no mind.  Do you! Do you to the highest, the greatest!   Enjoy your uniqueness!  Shine baby, shine!

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