Facts:

#1 My own mother did neglect her own gifts in deference to whoring.  She did in fact prefer, choose prostitution over hard work.  satan convinced her it was easier. She was pretty, she was the "right color".

Did she know that she would feel ashamed? Forced to lie and deny?   What was the point of her awful cruelty?

#2  My mother was a SADIST!   How dare she, how dare granddaddy try to pass her off as decent!

#3 Martha was something so corrupt and untrustworthy you could not trust a word she said, EVER!

#4  My brother X once called her;  "an enigma wrapped in a mystifying mystery"

C

#5 She is dead!  I must heal.  But first I must lick my wounds.  I am still in "discovery mode".  She did not lie, she was corrupt.

#6  I do thank her for my manhood (LOL)  I am sure in many ways I model my mother's "I wish a ****** wud!" mentality.  She said she was like that from watching my grandfather beat my grandmother.  True or not, fear no man, no woman.  "Defend yourself in a prayer meeting."