GOD told us to study our Bible

I knew a man once that beamed with pride because he rode his Bible in the back window of his car.  The poor man (college educated, supposedly) did genuinely believe that impressed GOD, was evidence of his faithfulness.

He also did it to impress his fellow man.  I did tell him that he had to read it.  His response floored me; "Ray-chur! I'm not gon' read it because I can't understand it!"

Anti-intellectualism, dullards,  satisfied with learning through the "I heard" method.  All their limited knowledge comes from myths, stereotypes, lies, superstition and the media.  Vacuous little imps easily persuaded.   Little "Flying Monkeys" eager to follow the crowd.

Wednesday, April 29, 2015  ***Private Notes***

PTL!

     Poor Martha was about as ignorant and fresh off the boat primitive as a human being could be.  She knew EVERYTHING! about EVERYTHING, was entitled to EVERYTHING, including YOUR body, your career, your money, your dreams!

You were going to pay.  She was going to enjoy every private moment she could gloating over how clever and stealth she was.  

In Martha' sick reprobate mind; YOU,  ruined her life.   Yes, she did throw it in your face at every opportunity.   She made sure "Luddle black bastard" and "You ain't ****!"  was ingrained in your brain.   If she ever thought you forgot, she would remind you with extreme  sadistic cruelty that you were forbidden to even notice.

You better not mention it! "Say sump'in'!"   Get cussed out!  Get slapped!  Get stabbed or pistol whipped!   If nothing else you instinctively knew you had foolishly incurred her wrath and you would have to pay dearly.  (The first thing she was going to do was withdraw her phony love, ice you out with the silent treatment, the cold shoulder, encourage every one she knew to hate you.  She would deliberately manufacture the filthiest lies or deliberately pin her sick repugnant acts,  on YOU.  A "root" was coming.  Mathy was chunking! And falsely believing she was winning.  Mathy did consider herself to be some kind of priestess/prophetess. 

 "I bet that'll learn ya'!" was always the look in those eyes.  Martha had eyes that would glow like red hot coals!  ( I saw it the morning I caught her trying to deafen my newborn baby)

"Be thankful I DIDN'T FLUSH YO'MUTHA******** *** down the toilet! lak I did dem other ones (5 in all)"

[II Thessalonians - revisit]

Martha was certainly as carnal as any common man, perhaps more so.  No, she knew she was forgiven. (If GOD could forgive Christian persecuting Saul and turn him into Paul, what can He do for you and me?)

 She did not want, seek, or care for GOD's forgiveness because she did not love Him.  GOD is love and if you love Him, you can NOT hate.

Poor Martha was deluded by satan, the adversary, to falsely believe she was winning, she was deserving, she was entitled and as long as no one knew of her true nature, just as long as no one "snitched", she could die revered as the "Mother of the Church".

Artificial! Fake!  "Would a man rob GOD!?"  Do you commit all forms of evil during the week and drag what's left to church?  Do you consciously  sit in the presence of  GOD unmoved? unconvinced? 

Do you doubt in your heart? 

16 - "Repent therefore; or else I am coming to you quickly, and I will make war against them with the sword of my mouth."  Revelation 2:16    In other words,  it is not a good idea to blaspheme the name of the Holy Ghost,  bragging that you are not repenting.  Instead of getting right with GOD in your last days, you became more manipulative, more hostile, more lying, more vulgar.  

You stay on your knees at midnight under a full moon, embarrassing yourself, taking hordes with you because you are too proud, too willful to apologize to your many, many victims.

GOD said No!  GOD and His children are not in the least bit  intimidated by your dirt.  It is dirt! you idiot!

(And you that still fear her "dirt" are dumber than she was!  I am ashamed of every relative that I have that is still terrorized by her.  I assure you, she is safely dead.  Thank GOD!

The sword of GOD's mouth is the prophetic wisdom He reveals in His scripture.  Poor Martha was so immature she would rage for years when one of her scams failed.

She married a young, tall handsome man.  She showered him with an expensive wardrobe one day after meeting him.  Bought him the most expensive set of golf clubs money could buy in the sixties.  Yes, she did whore on him, cuss him, fight him,embarrass him, often in the few years they were together.    She treated him the exact same way she had been permitted to treat people her entire long life.  Abysmal, abominable.

He left, he finally made his escape, his get away and she lost it!  (Why didn't I know she was demon possessed then?)

17 - "He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches .  To him who overcomes, to him I will give some of the hidden manna, and I will give him a white stone, and a new name written on the stone which no one knows but he who receives it."

Make sure you know I an an OVERCOMER! And I fully recognize that it is only by the Grace of GOD! The hidden manna GOD promises me is wisdom, knowledge,  a quiet calm understanding.  It is uncompromising faith.  It is FEARLESSNESS! The world can no longer offend me with it's insults and criticism for my "affliction".

I will no longer cry when I see the revulsion in the eyes of my love ones because my "affliction" embarrasses them.  The LORD Jesus Christ took far more for me.  He hung on a cross, His flesh was torn off.  He bleed, He died,He asked His Father to forgive me!

Calling me "lame", a kook, a tattle-tale, a rabble rouser, crazy.  Telling me to shut up! Telling me my story is boring, and to get on with my life, will not dissuade me from proclaiming GOD's Truth.

I will testify to my dying day the goodness of the LORD.

That white stone is a clean heart.  GOD will clean you up and stand you up, if you ask Him.  If you pray, if you obey, if you live right, if you Praise the LORD!