Wow!

When you finally learn the truth, prepare to be bowled over1 PTL!

Wow! I so get it!  Who knew that any woman was capable of such abominable evil , of such low repugnant disgusting low morals, of absolutely no moral standards what so ever?  Of such subterfuge and stealth?  I remember  sitting in Sunday school reading the story of Esau and Jacob .   Of how their sneaky mother fooled her husband, Isaac,  to rob Esau of his birthright.

Right there I decided this woman was the lowest woman on earth.  Little did I know I was residing in the belly of the beast.  I should have known what she was when she sashayed off all non chalant  after trying to push me out on the "track" at  fourteen,  with my "own" so called "stepfather".

Common! "Common as bat ****!"

There is a certain irony that I must make you aware of.  We were doing just fine after my return from a nine year no contact initiated by me for my own protection.  I played dutiful daughter and foolishly believed I finally had the mother I always wanted, always deserved.

She was on the phone further ruining her own granddaughter's reputation with a foul filthy lie.  The same granddaughter she said was "too black", "too dumb", too ignorant" and a host of other lies and alibis.

I demanded that she stop.  She called it "gittin' grit in my craw", "feeling myself ", "thinking too much of myself".

 What did I do that for?  Martha instantly forgot she was saved and sanctified.  Cussed me like a dog.

Mathy, it was not me you hated.  You hated the truth.  You hated GOD for His rules, His laws, His commandments,  that you felt were ridiculous, unwarranted.  You never understood why you were forbidden certain carnal acts, why you could not lie or steal.

You demanded to be worshipped, adored, feared, lied to and cloaked for, simply for the color of your skin.

GOD said No!