"Come unto me ...

all ye that labor and are heavy burdened."  If you were born into the clutches of a complete demon, if your mother was a malignant narcissistic bully predator that delighted in confusing people,  you are heavy burdened,

You must go to the LORD, you must seek GOD's face, (HIS) forgiveness, (HIS) guidance, (HIS) protection.  You are in trouble. This is a bitter demon infested earth.  When your mother is your worse predator you better thank GOD for your life.  You are due to be dead.

Do not pretend to be strong, that you forgave and have forgotten.  You can not forget.  You know you deserve better.  She knew it too.  Ask GOD to come into your heart, to make you whole.

"Come ye out from among them."