"Don't get it twisted"

We sure got it twisted.  It was far too late for me by the time I was born.  Martha was already too for gone.  There was no help for that demon.  Did Mathy Jane deliberately join forces with satan, with everything evil? Or was she born that way?  Was she in fact demon spawn?

Looking back over her life, my life, our lives, it never looked good.  If you start with her smashing that puppy you need go no further to know how this story will end.

The brutality though!  Martha would lay hands on you! Choke you, beat you,  assault you.  She would pick up anything, knife, machete, stick, gun and let you have it .

No, I'm not completely innocent.  I would too.  I used to carry a pistol.  I've thrown knives, carried them and did hope to use them.  I was always too eager. Always had  ;"I wish a nigger would!" mentality.

But, when I think about what I went through , how I had to rely on myself to protect myself.  When I think about the number of predatory creeps that approached me I'm glad I came off as deranged.  My mental illness, proclivity for blood shed kept me safe.

Man! This worlds some bullshit!  When your own mother is a nasty predator you are in bad shape.  When you can't trust your preacher, your Sunday school teacher.  When your mother murders your grandfather and gets away with it you know the Bible is real.

Jesus told us to know our truth and be set free.  Any one pretending dead ass Mathy Jane was ever a good person, deserves honor, should be kept secret is just as demonic as her dead ass.

"Shun the very presence of evil."

GOD will do just what (HE) said!  Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from the hands of the unjust man.

Praise the LORD!