"Keep your head up!"

Every single day of my long life the LORD Jesus Christ has spoken to me, shared (HIS) Word, led, guided, warned, inclined, denied or granted me something.  The best thing (HE) did was land me in the lap of Jerome Walters.  I was literally a lap baby.  My granddaddy's lap was always my chair.  At twenty seven I was still trying to sit in his lap.  Not only that I sat at his feet, listening, learning.  One thing he taught me was to trust GOD.  To pray, to have faith, to know Jesus was going to fix it.

Granddaddy would be the first to forgive Martha for murdering him.  People that are so common, so selfish, so self absorbed,  they refuse to talk about it, refuse to discuss it,  are just human.  I understand.  You need Jesus.  Your faith is weak and frankly you're ignorant.  Far too many of my relatives were conned into believing Martha had some type of mojo power.  She did. Only because she was a savage tyrant.  She was a rapist! She was so evil you could not believe it.  You just had to walk away shaking your head "no".  I just wanted to gouge my own damn eyes out.  "What the fuck!""  But preaching!? Up preaching!?  this is real life!  You can't do that!  Don't play with GOD.  If you don't want GOD, leave GOD alone but don't involve GOD in the occult, in voodoo, in conjure, in witchcraft.

Don't do that!  "Nigger you done walked into the fire with a pair of gasoline draws on…couldn't nobody tell your hardhead ass shit! Burn by yourself bitch! Burn by yourself!"

No, Martha was not the type of woman you told on. Shit.  Fuck it!  Just suffer.  That is what I did  until I discovered there are millions, perhaps billions just like me.  Plus, Jesus told us, warned us.  And if we are truthful , what can a true Christ lover expect?  Christ was mistreated on this earth.  (HE) was crucified.  So if you live like Christ, love like Christ, speak the truth like Christ, expect to be crucified daily.

Righteous living cost something.  Evil living cost something too.  Martha didn't feel good about her low life that is why she could not stop vexing.

Live for Christ.  GOD will bless you for it.