Unique!
Unique my ass! Fucked up is more like it.
What do you do? What can you do?
You survive! You survive muthafucker! You survive! You will learn to catch on real quick. You will become extremely observant when your mother is in fact a "root working" whore. You will also learn not to trust lying ass hypocritical people. People that will gladly throw you under the bus to protect their own ass.
I am on a mission! Not only to save my grandfather's good name but to teach a little wisdom concerning GOD's Word. GOD is not racist! (HE) is not homophobic. (HE) is not unforgiving, (HE) does forget.
You can not be a "Christian" like Martha, part-time, weak faith, begrudging, ungrateful, devious , deceitful, conniving, covert, jealous, loud, unrighteous and most of all unrepentant.
"Come ye out from among them."
Mark the "racist" man or woman. Something is wrong. Pay attention to the person that is too willing to compromise with righteousness. If you catch a loved one lying on you, if for some reason their behavior toward you is painful, humiliating, dangerous, immoral, dissociate yourself from them. "Shun the very presence of evil!" Please do not allow any one to intimidate or coerce you with guilt for their sins. My mother deliberately made wrong right! When her second husband that she scorned relentlessly for his "Crow blackness" lost all of his entire paycheck gambling she forced him to rob a young soldier that came into Womack Army Hospital DOA. They laughed about it forever. Bragged, yet I was sworn to secrecy. If they truly cared about the opinions of others they would not have done what they did. Why is the onus placed on me? I'm a victim, one of her many statistics. Why am I the pariah?
Love yourself! You were a child! Your mother was much older. Caught red handed. She can not get away even if you are willing. "For it is written." The nasty heifer knew it was written when she did what she did. Rather than apologizing her solution was to utterly destroy her many victims.
Lies you tell satan! You better bow you funky ass down! Chasing GOD's anointed with some "graveyard dirt"! Bitch! If you don't "look a fool"!
A preacher! Did you ever bother to read the Bible? I know you "Cherry picked" it enough. You should have read it.
If you are not a Bible reader, if you don't have time, just flip to the back of the book. Just go straight to Revelation.
No one can pretend to be righteous and commit horrid unrighteous sin for over eighty years and think GOD is ok with that. If a person pretends to still be terrorized by a dead demon, that is their choice. Who am I to say you are not? Our mother was "bat shit crazy". It stands to reason all of us are likewise. It is only by the Grace of GOD that I have done as well as I have.
It is all in Divine Order! Plus, it is possible to be that blind. Our truth is too painful, too long. We all have suffered far too long without relief.
No,we were never dumb, just over whelmed. You can become overwhelmed by evil.
Pray. Fast. Pray, fast without ceasing. Seek the LORD while (HE) may be found. Know your truth though. Do not deny your truth because you find it too painful , because you want to label it an impossibility. I liken it unto hitting the lottery. We hit the lottery for demons, for a demon laden silly woman so vicious we had to wait for death to over take her to "know" her.
Heartless, selfish, greedy, conniving, lecherous, pathological. A nigger! A real nigger! A genuine imp! Well shit! They are real! It has nothing to do with skin color, more like heart color. Did Martha really think she was smart enough to get away? No! She didn't care. She was that selfish, that primitive, that delusional, that childish.
I am laughing, having finally solved the "one shoe mystery". That is proof Mathy never matured beyond that of a twelve year old emotionally.
All those nice shoes, expensive, good looking shoes. All those ruined suits, outfits…what did she want? She wanted my joy. Well my LORD, the more Martha did something stank, secret and low to me, the lower she felt.
Well, you don't say!
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