"Thou fool!" Yes, Marth was plagued, drug more than her fair share of demons on her back. She deserved every one of them. Obstinate! Impenetrable ! A scull so think with ignorance and arrogance there was no way for an intelligent thought to ever penetrate the wall of stupidity Martha built around her false life.
How selfish! An entire dynasty, the progeny of a good man must perish in order for demonic Martha to never be exposed. I never signed on for that. That was never my goal. I just wanted to live in peace with a loving supportive mother, a supportive family. I just wanted to be the best I could be, a writer, a professor. I never desired to be rich, powerful. I just wanted a little justice, to be left alone, not targeted by my own mother, by jealous evildoers posing as GOD's anointed.
No such thing. We are crabs in a barrel, at least in my family. My sorry mother was only capable of lying and deliberately destroying, leading into captivity for the vilest of reasons. We ruined her life! That is what she screamed attempting to hide her guilt, to divert attention from the legion of demons that had engulfed her.
Why did she preach? She really was that ignorant. She really thought she had some power. GOD let her win, succeed, get away for a long time, is what she genuinely thought, did really believe. Yes, she was delusional. She was thick, refused to see she was losing. Refused to recognize why she always felt so empty, so lost, so defeated , so phony.
"Good riddance to bad rubbish."
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