Just enough

I serve a "Just enough GOD".  (HE) gives me just enough Grace, enough abundance for the trip I'm going on.  I serve a GOD that reveals critical information on a "need-to-know" basis.

I'm so glad because  I'm due to be dead or in prison "pulling time".  There are certain demonic people deliberately vexing good, righteous people on this earth that may force you to do something drastic.  "From such stay away."

My poor "mother"  never had any morals , yet she demanded to be included in everything I did.  One Sunday she drove all the way to A.&T.  in her long Cadillac and insisted on embrassassing me by stealing all of the toilet paper out of my bathroom suite.  She didn't try to hide it or smuggle it.  She did it openly.  It was cheap toilet paper made in the state prison.  It was one-ply.  Who would want it?

Nothing says "Ghetto Hood-rat"better than stealing twenty or thirty rolls of cheap toilet paper from a black state run institution. (Help us LORD)

My "mother" used to read Tarot cards for that Government cheese and mystery meat.  We put an onion and garlic in it, poured it over rice.  It was actually quite tasty.

A poor child could grow fat off of Government food if they weren't too inquisitive. Yes, you guessed it.  My brother and I were labeled "too inquisitive"  after we established our own taste test.  If she didn't eat it, we didn't it it.  (Damn roach feeding muthafucker!)

While my mother was extremely cruel I did use some of that brashness and brutality to my advantage.  Early in life I learned what an "Equalizer" was, a gun.  I don't like guns. (Now)  They are too easy to use and some people do "pop off"  at the wrong time.

Dear LORD thank you for protecting me from committing  murder, stabbings, bludgeoning , all the evil that ever crossed my mind concerning some one I felt deserved it, had wronged me, had violated me in any way.

Dear LORD take the hatred I still have for those two buzzards,  I pray.

Identify them LORD! Snatch their robes off! They are unworthy especially when You allow an escape clause; "Even in the last hour you can come into the Kingdom."

No one has any excuse for going to hell.  If you are man or woman enough to commit your sin, be man or woman enough to admit it.

(Bitch just gon'murder my grandaddy and nevah say SHIT!!!!HellNaw bitch! Git the fuck up! You don't get to just up and die without so much as a 'scuze me please! You got mo'manners than that! GAWD said you will reap! Oh you got to reap bitch!  What is that you used to say to me?'Come git yo'beatin! ? You come get yours! Murdered your own damn daddy.  Ain't you a sorry muthafucker!…a preacher my ass!    …lak I said …Rot!)