An unfeigned faith

"Unfeigned faith" must have been as rare two thousand years ago as it is today.  It was so rare that the Apostle Paul had to compliment Timothy in 2 Timothy for having it.  I get it.  So many people in the "church" are so phony, it is discouraging,  but DEMONS!  

Pure DEMONS that are proud to work WITCHCRAFT  on the children of GOD, on GOD's anointed!  These vipers like my "mother" do it with pride.  Vicious whores! BABY RAPERS!  

My own "mother" volunteered to become something so low it may take this world over one hundred years to catch up with her low treachery.  Deliberatly faked her way into the "church", seduced some "official" out of a license to preach and MOCKED GOD!

Evildoer do not assume GOD is not watching, is not permitting you to do your worse for (His) own purpose.  It is called Divine Order! IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!   

Why didn't I know?  Jesus told us, warned us about these Ravenous Wolves in sheep's clothing.

  How many times did I read that scripture passage  without it registering?  That was GOD holding me in (His) hands while I was yet unawares.  Those were Jerome Walters' prayers that saved me from anal rape!  (Or took the memory)  My grandfather's daughter was a low slut.  She dragged the bottom of "humanity" down  and I have to put humanity in quotation marks.  When you are the lowest of the low,  when no one can be worse than you, more common than you, you have hit rock bottom.

That is why Martha hated her own father.  He was one of the few brave enough to face her, confront her.  He told her she had hit rock bottom and that she was going to hell!

Was Martha Jane Walters human?  Really?  Did that dumb bitch render herself a fucking zombie/slut/whore/bitch for satan? Yes!

I don't know what it was about sex that drove my "mother" to become a ravenous insane promiscuous lustful slimy slut,  but something did.  What ever it was it didn't get passed on to me.  Fuck sex!  I could not care less.  I never could.

I do thank GOD for putting blinders on me, not permitting me to see or recognize how deeply disturbed Martha really was.  No, I knew she was pretty messed up,  I just saw the tip of the iceberg.  I had no idea of the serious evil that lay beneath the surface.  My fucked up life trying to survive that fucked up  bitch was fucked up enough without me knowing more than I had to.  I just focused on surviving and getting out.  Of setting myself free like Harriet Tubman.  I was going to slip off this whore's plantation. I never intended to leave my brothers.  I did go back for them,  unfortunately she taught them to hate me.  (Dumb asses.)  Any one still in love with Martha, Mathy Jane, mother, who ever she was to you, you deserve to suffer.

I did not know for sure Martha was the cruel malignant narcissist she really was.  Granddaddy never shared one thing about Mathy Jane.   Poor granddaddy kept trying the same approach with that reprobate.  He tried kindness, kind words, sound wisdom.  He turned the other cheek over and over.  Today is the anniversary of his MURDER!  February 10, 1979. She shot him dead in the heart with an old rusty .38.  The exact same gun that was used to murder Jerome Walters, Jr.  satan has a sense of humor but GOD laughs last ! BOW DOWN sATAN!

 That low whore did it  and was proud to do it.   Rot!  Rot you "stanking" unrepentant slut!

I am finally in therapy.

Praise the LORD!