Exposing the "Underbelly"

How dreadful! Our world is ignorant, full of stupid blind people.  Just as stubborn and intractable as my insane "mother".    My own "mother" was a hopeless whore that loved being a hopeless whore.  I have to laugh.  She was so pathetically stupid she was hilarious.  We should have had a film crew following us.

A grown woman down on her knees in a graveyard with a kerosene lantern collecting dirt off of graves.  Collecting it  ;" …in duh name of the Father, duh Son and THE HOLY GHOST!" .  In the twentieth and twenty-first centuries! A Preacher!   Two thousand years after Christ hung on that Cross!  GOD said No!  Jesus told us this 'ho would do this!

For sixty-two years I had to watch what I said, when I said anything and most importantly to whom I said it.  At "home" Martha was free to float in and out of her collection of personalities just as smoothly.  No matter which one Mathy Jane chose for that hour or that day, I was cool with it. (No, I wasn't cool with it, but what could I do? "I keep you black muthafuckers assholes open!" .)  I gave as good as she did verbally.  Verbally I talked a little  shit.  Not real shit , just more shit  than my brothers.

Talk about  being held hostage! Living in a virtual prison.  Try living and surviving a demon possessed mother!  May the Force, GOD, Buddah, Allah, Mohammed, Confuscious, the Dalia Lamba and every Force there is be with you! You are going to need some help!  You are going to have to pray and fast.  And you are going to have to get away from your dumb ass family.  Free yourself! If you have a mother like Martha Jane Walters, Run!

Now that I am old, broken down, retired, tired, I finally put all this shit together.  Little Mathy Jane got raped at eight and societal ignorance, racism, prejudice,  and superstition encouraged, permitted and provoked the creation of a monstrosity.  Our monstrosity was held in check by our collective fear.  We accepted this generational curse simply because it was a generational curse.

My "mother" had to be the most color struck person that ever lived.  She was truly a coon.  She did think all whites superior to every black person and deserving of preferential treatment.  She did hate being black and she hated all black people.

My "mother" was a sick, demonic imp for satan.  She is finally dead and gone.   Her ignorance lingers just like the stench of a rotting corpse.   I will not be a part of such stupidity.  Dumb ass imps running to church every Sunday putting on a show.  Full of hatred against their fellow man for the color of his skin. GOD is not interested in that.

Cleanse your evil hearts you evildoers!

There is only One GOD, one race, the Human Race! One Love!

Praise The LORD!