Bitch! What the FUCK!? Shit, I knew I was going to have to have this conversation with my self when you freely had sex with all those young soldiers in my presence when I was nineteen. You called me lame. I thought I was in Sodom and Gomorrah! (Why didn't I seek help then!? )
I don't know if group sex is wrong. A lot of people do it. Is it demonic? Is it a form of freedom? Is it something you have to do, must do , when you have the opportunity? What about discretion?
Martha you demonstrated in that one act you had no control, none. That was carnal. How does any one go about becoming such a carnal lustful beast? Lying! Impudence! WITCHCRAFT! "Witchcraft is rebellion." You were always extremely rebellious. Look where it got you!
"Our people perish for lack of knowledge." I would have never known WITCHCRAFT was demonic without my grandfather teaching me against such ignorance. And of course I finally read it. It did take me a long time to get to the book of Revelation because you told me to never read it.
No matter, GOD is right on time. You threw all my writing away. Worked feverishly against me for sixty-two years! Every horrible thing you ever did to me has turned out to be a blessing! I am very disciplined. I educated myself! You could not earn a degree with your father paying your tuition!
You flat refused to ever give me one red cent and had the nerve to try and force me into captivity. You wanted me to get pregnant at fourteen because you got pregnant at sixteen. Just what kind of low slut were you? Even the lowest scum dog lot lizard will protect her own children!
Undisciplined! Hardheaded! Full of pride! Full of foolishness!
All that backstabbing sabotage and root working was not necessary. "No weapon formed against me shall prosper." You on the other hand shall rot. Yes, your name will rot. You knew that.
No, to quote my former pastor; "I will not go down in your ship."
I don't guess I will ever know what was so good about sex to cause you to become the abhorrent whore you became. I don't think it was the sex. That was just another one of your lying excuses. I was never too black. You never thought that. You just wanted me to believe that. You never thought sex was that good. You just needed an excuse for being so common.
The reason you were so irritable, hateful, lying, wicked and demonic, is because you were secretly ashamed. You had to be ashamed. No one could engage in the carnal acts you engaged in without being repulsed. Just because you refused self examination, the truth, and repentance did not mean you were not aware.
I pray for my brothers. I pray they will come to repentance and I pray the ones you harmed with INCEST will heal quickly.
GOD broke the generational curse over my life! I am not in a padded cell and I am moving on. (No thanks to your common ass, lying scummy cunt!)
Praise the LORD!
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