The evildoer swears by a great alibi. The worse evildoer believes her alibi.
My mother was extremely jealous of me because she never grew emotionally. She was the same extremely wicked devious sneaky sadistic spoiled troll at eighty-seven as she was at eight. Martha was raped at EIGHT! Traumatized she froze. Emotionally crippled she froze. Intractable she froze.
"The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth." I forgave Martha everything! Threw everything in the "sea of forgetfulness" just like she demanded. Then that "boy" came back "home". Martha never changed, hated and blamed me for every mistake she ever made.
What is done in the dark shall surely come to light every time!
Why such vitriolic unrelenting sick acts of hatred, jealousy and sabotage against me Martha? I was "Too black" for this world according to you. I was a bastard. I wasn't shit. I was slow. I was too dumb, too naive, too easily duped. You were better than me. You had the right to ruin me. You made me so you could hurt me secretly and laugh in my face. Rub excrement in my wounds, laugh hysterically while you played dumb, crazy, clueless. Knowing that I KNEW! Pretending, faking like you were going to change when you got old. You got old and got worse. You "stanking" Whore!
You want to know why you couldn't make me the stanking whore you are? You were too Nasty! You went too far dumb ass! Having sex with the door open! (Damn you needed some help! When a person becomes so wicked and depraved that she leaves the world and her victims speechless often and PREACHES your very bones will ache. Your hair will hurt. Dear LORD thank you for Prozac and Weed!)
I can not, I will not give up what is left of my life living a lie for a hideous monster that delighted in tormenting me for my entire life.
Dear LORD thank you for Your Holy Ghost Power! Thank you for Your Word, for exposing common vermin.
Praise the LORD!
No comments:
Post a Comment