"With every beat of my heart."

Dear LORD there is nothing like Your Timing.  I praise You! Thank you for what Martha considered my stupidity.  It was you LORD keeping me blind in order for me to cope.  LORD I appreciate my inability to ever comprehend how truly evil Martha Jane Walters really  was while she was still living.

Unfortunately our world has turned common just like her.  May men and women read my blog and learn the dangers of promiscuity, of lying, of iving in denial.  May men and women molested and raped by their own mothers, innocent children deliberately made sex toys by their own parents and caregivers,  gain strength and courage  from my revelations.

Expose every evildoer LORD!   Especially ones low and common enough to crawl up in Your Church! Teach your children  Your Power LORD!  Let them know they have Power! Holy Ghost Power!

Do know my blog began out of anger, hurt, humiliation. but I have grown tremendously.  That little girl that sick cowardly cunt destroyed is finally healing!   PRAISE THE LORD!   For the sixty-two years I knew Martha she used to love to brag about her ability to "scramble any nigger's brains " .   I just never knew she meant mine.  

Yes,  Martha did consider lying, conceit and deceit to be an asset.  I also hope and pray few will ever encounter any one as ridiculously jealous and lustful as she was.  I must say in sixty-four and one half years I've never met a woman as successful at being  lustful and carnal, as lying, treacherous, angry, and  ravenous!

I do have to laugh.  All those years I listened to Martha accuse  her sister/cousin of being "common as bat shit …dat bitch so common she'll screw a snake if you hold his head."  I did not know she was projecting what she thought of herself.

When you can't be yourself, when you have to completely invent a persona to play, a personality that manipulates,  in order to tolerate yourself, you are in bad shape.  And when you think you still have to lie and cloak for that dead slut, you are in worse shape.

Praise the LORD!