I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Friday, February 19, 2016

Heal any way you can

Journal, pray, meditate, therapy , paint, draw, dance, smoke a joint …do what every is necessary to heal  you.  

Dumb bitch.  Lived eighty-seven years lying!  Lying about lying!  If that is not the greatest insult to GOD! A lying MURDERER standing up preaching in GOD's "Church".  It could not have been GOD's "church".

LORD are we a bunch of people just playing "church"?   How does a known demon do what Mathy Jane did for so long?  Are we as lost as "a  people " as we appear?  Are we all blind?   Did slavery fuck us up that bad?  Psychologically wounded, crabs in a barrel?

It is none of that.   It is 2 Thessalonians , it is My Word.  'Endure to the end'.  It is 2 Timothy.  Men and women have become lovers of themselves, lascivious. You saw it.  I saved you.

I am one person that knows I owe GOD big time.  That monster mother I had, had it in for me.  She had it in for all of us but I was her designated scapegoat, her foot stool.   She even said it! Proclaimed it. "You the cause of it!  You the cause of my son forsooking me!"  (Bitch!  If I had known then what I know now!  Rot you lying common Slut!)

 The bitch better be glad I had no idea such cruelty, such repugnant decadence possible, on this earth at any time.  Yes, Jesus told me!  But I didn't listen!  Your enemies shall be of your own household.  Mothers shall be against daughters...

No wonder she was always paranoid, always suspected people of trying to kill her or rob her. Martha volunteered to die.  She was not repenting!  She was not confessing and she was not going to take her own medicine!

I see why.  She was a maddening imp.  I still feel sorry for us!  Why none of us shot ourselves in the head is still a mystery.  We are always shocked when we read about murder-suicide.  We rarely have any idea what causes such.  I do.  And I thank GOD (He) prevented that thought from ever crossing my mind.  I know it was the Holy Spirit.  Murdering Mathy Jane would have been a normal human reaction.  She was a beast.  She had no heart, not one care in eighty-seven years for another human being.

You know what GOD.  That is hell enough.  Martha always secretly bragged about how she didn't really believe in GOD or hell.  (Yet the dummy practiced voodoo) Claimed she was winning while she was living in her own homemade hell that made her so wicked, so hateful, so jealous,  she turned out to be the wretch she was.

That was hell enough.  When you live in hell, volunteer to live in hell, lie and claim you love the hell you create, are determined to make every life you touch hell, you don't  need to go to hell!  YOU are already in a fiery  hell.

 When Jesus Himself can't beg you out …just perish.

"Come Jesus"

Praise the LORD!

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