"We will all understand it better by and by."

The wickedest ,  most cruel demon vexed us, teased, tortured us (the Walters family) on a daily basis for eighty-seven years.   Never honest, never forthright.  Never any sympathy, empathy or restraint.  Our pain delighted Martha.  Did she know? Yes!  Like a vampire that craves blood, Martha Jane Walters was a sadist that craved debilitating pain and utter destruction.

Why?  Too sorry and whorish to pursue her own dreams.  Martha demanded to sit around, rather wallow in her own filth like an old sow.   Fat and lazy, lying and disingenuous .  Jealous and treacherous.

Emotionally Martha was a two year old toddler.  Unfortunately for us , one of the most cunning toddlers that ever lived.  She was a sex addict! A NYMPHOMANIAC! A nymphomaniac that was deeply ashamed to be one.  Martha wanted, desired, craved , burned for the carnal pleasure.  It was not the label, the reputation that  Martha shunned.  It was the responsibility, the consequences.

No! Spoiled rotton, lying, despicable, greedy Martha only wanted her way.  She demanded to have life on her terms.  And no one dare criticize her.  No one better so much as give her the side eye.

Yes she was rendered delusional enough to think she preferred evil over GOD.  She did love the evildoer more than GOD.  She did put more trust in witchcraft than she did the Holy Spirit.

Martha would snatch the skin off of your face if you ever defied or identified her.  Martha's savage brutal behavior was so horrifying she wired our brains for fear.  The brutal stabbings and bludgeoning we were forced to witness as a toddlers  programmed us for fear.  If nothing else we learned to remain silent when Martha was at her worse.

That is how she could MURDER her own father.  Shoot him in the heart, in cold blood and never so much as blink.

Understanding over here!

GOD saved me!

Praise the LORD!