Why I love GOD

I was born into the clutches of a mad woman.  Mad as in criminally insane, maniacal , clever, clandestine,  unfortunately extremely spoiled and immature.  Martha was deliberately ignorant, chose it over wisdom.  Yes, she did hate her father with a passion.   She should have.  He was always much too kind to her, much too generous and understanding.

My grandfather, Jerome Walters was a very humble man .  He was truly a modern personification of Job.  Born in the rural south at the turn of the century he faced insurmountable obstacles.  I laugh remembering he pronounced obstacles, Ob-stackles.  I loved it.

My grandfather lived for eighty-four years and not once did he ever mistreat me .  He never mistreated anyone.  He was always loving, kind, generous, and supportive.  Granddaddy loved to encourage us, praise us.  Looking back I do not know how he did it.

Did he know his daughter was extremely evil?  Yes.   Did he know that she was controlled by the demons she collected from graves?  I don't think so.  He was some what  aware of her WITCHCRAFT.  He chose to remind her that she was going to hell and to caution her gently.

Stuck with this albatross, this succubus that we kept trying to honor, to love, because someone told us that is what GOD wanted.  Martha always reminded us of our obligation to honor her, to forgive her.  She would pretend she was going to change and there were some days that Martha put on a pity party crying, actually wailing over her third legal husband or someone or something that had wronged her.
Yes, Martha was an evil selfish spiteful vengeful deeply disturbed whore that did in fact enslave us for her own  sadistic supply and we were always too dumb to know.  Or much to afraid to even attempt to save ourselves.

I must distinguish Martha's many husbands by number and legal status.  There were many, actually too many "lovers"  to count.  I fear for our world as I watch the sexual revolution take place.  I watch Bill Cunningham, Laura Lake, Jerry springer, Maury and the like and know our world is now flooded,  overwhelmed with lustful lascivious vipers like my "mother".

I must put the word  mother in quotation marks because that slut was never a mother to me. She never nurtured or loved me.  She never cared one iota about me or anyone else.  She was a demon!

I do vacillate from characterizing my "mother" as a fallen woman suffering from demon possession to an actual demon spirit come to life on earth.  I am not sure there is any difference.  I know the bitch was , had to be,  the most brilliant stealth demonic sadist that ever lived.

Martha killed so many of our  pets,  I have lost count.  She always did it cleverly, it was always an accident.   Martha's favorite method was churning our cats in her Cadillac motor.  Our cats would crawl up under the hood of the car in the winter seeking warmth.  Martha would start the car and leave the poor mangled bodies of our beloved cats in the drive way.

I pleaded with my mother to tap on the hood of the car before she started it.  She refused claiming she forgot, didn't have time or the dumb muthafucker didn't have any business climbing up in the motor in the first place , knowing full well she was the one that threw the little kitten out in the cold to freeze.

I know I never liked the whore.  I did fear her!  I was just as afraid of her as any slave on the worse plantation in the deep south.  Martha was my Simon Legree.

I know it was only by the Grace of Almighty GOD I escaped so much of her evil.  While I felt a lot, that low revolting repugnant piece of swine had a great deal more stored up for me.

I am an empath. I did feel her great evil as I sat beside her in the car driving down Highway 301 debating visiting my grandfather's grave.

My daughter was excited, wanted to see the final resting place of the  great grandfather she heard so much about.    My "mother" balked. "Ya' can't git ova' in there.  The niggers let it grow up …ain't evan no road."

Strangely I sensed that wasn't the reason.  It was around 2008 and Martha had in fact MURDERED her own father, put a .38 slug in his heart in 1979.    I knew intuitively.  (This whore has never put a headstone on his grave!  What a low stanking whore!  Not only had my slutty "mother" MURDERED my grandfather, stole  all of his money , the common whore never took the time to mark his grave.  No it wasn't because she had not been back over there.  She never stopped robbing graves of spirits.  She was just that common, just that full of hatred and jealousy.)

One thing I remember that would make my "mother" rage, being called what she was.  Martha was more that a regular common whore, she was a nymphomaniac.  Today we would call her sex addicted. Back then the world told the truth; "Common as bat shit!"

I do fear this sexual revolution because there are far too many men and women like my mother, adults that have a ravenous appetite for small children, for their own flesh.  There are far too many women on this earth that lust after their own sons.  They do confuse the small little boys deliberately.  The do introduce them to their carnal pleasures, group sex and all forms of debauchery.  Then if they are like my "mother", they laugh uproariously ; "I can scrabble any muthafucker's brains! He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he!"

I guess you can you dumb slut!  Having your own sons  anally raped as small children by your just as perverted lovers!   Savagely beating them bloody daily!   Doing everything in your demonic arsenal to keep us destroyed because your lazy common ass could not find another woman willing to abort us .    Because you, you stanking whore, had already aborted far too many!

 Rot! you stanking whore!  Preacher my ass! Woman, you personally delivered thousands to the gates of hell.

You will  be known evildoer.  I do understand why it has taken so long to expose Martha's underbelly.  It was too foul, too excruciatingly painful and too unbelievable.

I know that if I had not lived this life I would not believe a word of it.   Evil is in this world.  Many are demon possessed.  Observe, count the number of times some person grabs and assault rifle and goes off in the work place, in movie theaters, in schools.  It happens so often we have become de-sensitized, numb.

One of  the reasons is our "Churches" have been pimped out, sold out.  We don't have sincere leaders that read and study the Bible in order to help deliver us from sin.  We have pure demonic pimps that study GOD's Word for the sole purpose of fleecing, exploiting, enslaving.

Most people do not go to church because they love GOD or their fellow man.  Most go to show the world they are religious.  It is all a show.  Most people are so lost, so confused, so illiterate concerning the scripture they think foul language to be a sin.

"There is no such thing as bad language, only bad experiences."

Yes, the time has come when I must worship alone.  The "church" has failed us, turned into an evil self perpetuating monster just like our public schools.  If you have to send your child to a public school, send them , but never trust them.  Supplement your child's education.  Take your child to the library .  Travel.  Take full responsibility for your child's intellectual growth.

Take full responsibility for your spiritual growth.  "Work out your own soul salvation with fear and trembling."

A sick demon in the pulpit preaching!   GOD said No!   A pure demon running for President of the United States!

"Come Jesus"

Praise the LORD!