Wasted days and wasted nights

Eighty-seven years of lying!  Eighty-seven years of telling one abominable lie after another.  Eighty-seven years of never being the person she  pretended to be.

satan will bring you low, make you ashamed.

GOD maketh not ashamed.  There is nothing you can do for GOD that will ever make you repulsive.  I understand.  How could Martha ever repent for her repugnant life?  How could she ever recall the sadistic acts she committed for eighty-seven years without wanting to kill herself?

Judas killed himself and he was no where near the viper Martha was.

Don't go that way.  "Come ye out from among them."

Praise the LORD!