Who are these people? Am I really blood related to them? How can people so old continue to live so wrong? So confused, conflicted, lying, in denial, in mortal fear. THE BITCH IS DEAD! THE BITCH IS DEAD! THE BITCH IS DEAD!
It is just like a fucking viper to keep twitching, moving and jumping after you've chopped her head off.
"My people perish for lack of wisdom." Who started this shit, the idea GOD wants us to suffer, suffer in silence in order to prove our love to (HIM). Bullshit! GOD wants us to have life and to have it more abundantly. That's satan, s/he is in the Church". Big , bold, funky ass! Cussing people out, assaulting people. Just fucking lying, chunking "dust". Deliberately misleading, lying, exploiting GOD"s name, (HIS) image for their own selfish gain.
That demonstrates a lack of faith right there . You are selling GOD, The LORD Jesus Christ like a commodity. You've brought theatre into the "Church". You put on a great performance and demand to be well paid. You know damn well Jesus told us to give our alms in secret. You also know most people are not about to read their Bibles for themselves and you feel justified because you do work hard "ducking and dodging". You do feel entitled. GOD is too slow for you.
I do have to laugh. I do find it amusing. When my mother played pretend nurturing mother inquiring about my first period there was no way I could know she had planned my ruination with my "stepfather." She was impregnated at sixteen, so my reward , so she intended to have me humiliated by age fourteen. She was going to play innocent. He could not say anything because she enticed him to participate in my molestation since age four.
What kind of mind is that? That is not simply human wickedness. Martha took evil down to it's lowest level , then pretended she couldn't do better, didn't know any better. Bitch! The fact that you were able to hide your proclivities so well for eighty-seven years, proved you knew better.
Again, I thank you for hating me so! Thank you for all of those traps and pits you dug for me. I muscled up pretty well. "Yea though I walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Death, thou art with me."
The truth is, all to often we are born into our Valleys of Death. Only true faith can save us.
"Come out of your slumber!" Wake up! Catch on before you die. That Martha was the lowest slut possible and we all should have known. She did wax worse and worse. Fear, mortal debilitating fear kept us in her clutches. EVIL! Evil and ignorant, the worst combination possible.
I feel sorry for my mother's pulpit associates. My mother was the kind of jealous woman that was definitely going to sabotage you. Martha Jane Walters was going to go way out of her way to make sure every life she touched was fucked up because she did foolishly believe that her life got fucked up when she was raped at eight years old.
It is so tragic. One entire family had to experience so much loss, simply because one woman could not stop lying, could not face the truth about herself, about anything. The best thing is GOD guided me.
I do know myself, I do know my worth. I will not associate with people that know their mother MURDERED their grandfather and accept it. That is sorry. That is "niggerish". That is slave mentality.
These same people pray to GOD everyday. Pretend to be religious, Jesus is always on their lips. Why keep Martha a secret? She was a hideous whore and if we don't tell the world, at least warn people about such women they will continue to vex unchecked, honored.
GOD said No!
Praise the LORD!
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