What I learned

Serious, sick, demonic evil is real whether we acknowledge it or not.  The fact that my mother forbade us to think, to react, to so much as criticize her cruel acts,  did not make them right.  We still hurt, we still suffered.  If anything we suffered worse,  forced to suppress our truth.

Martha suffered, an old woman, quite elderly, still behaving like an adolescent.  Still unforgiving.  Still plotting.  Still chunking "dust".  The nerve!  How could she dare be unforgiving? No memory.  Martha truly did not love or care for a single human being on this planet earth, ever.  The only reason she went so berserk concerning that third husband leaving  was because she did think she was entitled  to him.  She bought him.  She put him in a fine Cadillac, put it in his name.  She bought him the finest clothes money could buy.  She did whore around on him quite a bit.  She did talk to him like he was a piece of shit.  Her house was  pig nasty.  She did try to entice him to molest her daughter in order to tie a knot in his tail.  He smelled a rat and fled.  She blamed her daughter because Martha was a low common slut.

Dumb stupid whore, you will never win.  The only people that believe your phony preaching are just as dumb, just as lost or have just as much to hide as you.  For some reason they refuse to know their truth.

Praise the LORD!