Like it or not, GOD does hold the woman to a higher standard than man. The man is the hunter, the woman the nurturer. Well, that was the way it used to be. We are all mixed up now. Something went wrong when it came to my mother. I've often wondered if she was a hermaphrodite . She looked like a woman, acted like a man when she felt like it. Down to the deep voice and shaving.
Families that keep secrets, teach shame, encourage cruelty.
Male, female, hermaphrodite, bisexual, what ever, Martha was evil! When you find a man or a woman willing to rob graves of "dust" at midnight in search of demonic power, you have just plunged into hell. Get some Holy water, some anointed oil. Do pray, do fast, but most of all shun those evil beings in your life.
Let them go!
I can still feel my mother's rage. She dressed well when she felt like it. Always drove a nice car but you did not want to befriend her. She could convince you that she loved you with a passion. She would excite you with all of her great plans. It was all a scam. Mathy just wanted to humiliate you, to rob you, to rip you off, just so she could laugh.
I think Martha had very low self-esteem and absolutely no faith in GOD and Martha was stupid. She did blame GOD for all of her out of wedlock pregnancies. Never her lack of chasity, modesty. It was never her lack of discretion. It was always the man. Martha would screw your man. She did not care if you were her best friend's husband, boyfriend, lover, child. She didn't even care if you were kin.
I do understand Martha's methodology , telling anything on her got you assaulted and "rooted." Of course the people you told hated you, turned on you also. Never cared. Never could. No one wants to bear my burden. INCEST! PEDOPHILIA! MURDER! WITCHCRAFT! All from a preacher, a loved one, someone popular, someone you thought you loved, admired, wanted to emulate.
Yes, just like a small child Martha hated GOD for (HIS) unfairness, for allowing men to have more "fun" than women.
Yes, I always felt Martha's true hatred when I came close to exposing her. I do thank GOD that my own mother mistreated me so badly I never wanted to be her, to be like her.
Praise the LORD!
Tuesday, April 12, 2016
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