"Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient ." ; pure wisdom from my grandfather. Pause a moment and just listen to me brag. Not only was my grandfather a tall, good looking
"Indian", he was brilliant. He was a true southern gentlemen. Fortunately or unfortunately his long life reads like the book of Job. Born a "colored man" in the rural south not too long after the Institution of Slavery ended legally.
Some how GOD equipped Jerome Walters with the stamina, the integrity, tenacity and wisdom to navigate the treacherous waters of neo-slavery and survive. Not only did he acquire sixty-five acres of prime farm land, he built a huge rambling house. He had barns, orchards, vineyards, storehouses full. He was a true scholar, a ravenous reader. He was self educated.
What happened? What went wrong? Was it the evil daughter his wife gave birth to? Or did his problems stem from something more pervasive? If you read 2 Thessalonians you learn that the evil doer Martha had to come here, had to be endured to the end.
My LORD! my heart bleeds for my grandfather. One cruel deed after another. Burning and assaulting her toddler brother. Sexually molesting him. Bludgeoning a puppy between two bricks. On and on, how shocked could two parents be? Martha was never more than heartbreak and vexation of the soul.
There is also something very critical to every one's understanding, there is an explanation for the "negro". The "negro" is a full fledged imp created during slavery. The "negro" is greedy, carnal, untrustworthy , common, something hideous and despicable. The slave master created him and when slavery ended legally in 1865 four million "negroes" were just let loose on society.
Four million pre-hated, unwanted destitute souls forced to survive in world that wanted them dead. A country where the "un-melinated" hate the melinated. The more melanin you have the more you are hated.
Common as bat shit, cruel monsters, uncouth, vulgar, loud, intractable, unreachable, unteachable. That was my mother. Dear LORD hold what is left of my puny brain together. Give me the strength to tell my story to a world that could not care less all because my skin is black.
When I say I have known pain I mean I have been forced to endure one long aching pain for sixty-five years all because of my "high yalla" Mother. While it was the height of my mother's perfect stupidity to demand to be worshipped for the color of her skin and the straightness of her hair, her supporters are worse.
I do pray for my five brothers. I do pray they will come out of their comas, opened their blinded eyes and see for themselves what their loving mother deliberately did to them. I know we are all afflicted with Stockholm Syndrome and I was the first to come to consciousness.
All my life I feared and distrusted this "woman". Did I know she would gladly put me in harms way? Yes. But did I know it was on purpose? Did I know Martha Jane Walters was beyond cruel? No! Why? She "preached". Martha preached twenty-four seven. When she wasn't sinning, fornicating, stealing, stabbing, aborting babies, lying, plotting, shaking her "dust", insulting, gas lighting, MURDERING, she was spreading the Gospel of the LORD Jesus Christ.
It can't be done. "Dawthur, you can't serve two masters. You will love the one and hate the other."
It is all true. Martha lived to hurt my grandfather. She bleed him dry financially producing one bastard baby after another. Martha was always in some "trouble", something that cost other people their money and their happiness.
I did ask GOD why Martha murdered her elderly infirm one legged dying father with a .38 bullet to the heart? She could have just overdosed him. He would have died peacefully in his sleep and none of us would have been the wiser.
GOD reminded me, first of all, Martha had no mind of her own. Every thing she did was dictated by her delusions. When Martha started her midnight treks to the graveyard seeking graveyard dirt for power it was already over for her. All the evil Martha ever did was prompted by her insane jealousy, her out of control Cain spirit. Martha MURDERED her own father out of jealousy. All the horrible things she did to you secretly , to your brothers, to every member of your family, were acts motivated by her insane jealousy and greed. You endured, you survived, you have been made strong. Go and warn.
The incredible evil that has engulfed America, our world can be stopped with the truth. There is only One Race, the Human Race. GOD is The Holy Spirit. Invite (HIM) into your heart today.
"Come ye out from among them". Read and study. Live righteously. "Love ye one another as I have loved you."
GOD is healing me one cell at a time. Praise the LORD! A very wicked woman came to this earth and lived the life of a greedy carnal lascivious reprobate for eighty-seven years. It may take two hundred years of righteous living for the Walters family to recover and catch up to the blessings GOD set out for us but first we must "come ye out from among them."
No more lying. No more denying. No more living in shame because my mother volunteered to drag a legion of demons on her back for her entire life.
"Choose ye this day whom thou shall serve."
Study that Book, do what is right. Be abundantly blessed.
Praise the LORD!
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