A lustful, ravenous woman is considered rare, but is she? "If your right eye offend thee, pluck it out." My entire family was offended for eighty-seven years. Certainly a hideous monster like the one my mother turned out to be is bad enough, but to demand secrecy. A hideous monster that demanded to beat, brutalize, rob,rape, and humiliate her six living children over and over for her pure carnal pleasure is my "Truth". Jesus told me to know my truth to be set free.
For some reason every cell in my body screams; WHY? Why was my own mother such a wicked person? Why was she so secretive about her proclivities? Why was she so common and carnal? Did she beat and rape her son because she hated his father for refusing to marry her? Was that her version of revenge? What about me? I was savagely raped as a BABY and again at eight years old! I know it. My body knows it if my mind can not articulate it.
Of course she did. Martha Jane Walters was one sick savage demonic beast! For her entire life Martha was burning, scalding, stabbing, raping, molesting, robbing, degrading, humiliating , aborting, murdering someone or something. She could not be stopped. She would not be stopped. Say one word to her , just one word, the royal battle was on. At the top of her lungs you were a SACK OF SHIT! The argument would escalate, soon Martha would go after you with a gun, a knife, a brick. She would pound you with her fists until you resumed your place of docility.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhthe cries of agony that know no relief, mothers and black babies weeping and wailing ain't got no man." One reason so many women have no man is precisely because of man eaters like my mother. A woman that will sexually assault her own little children should not be given a pass because she preached falsely. Tricked some little colored denomination out of a license to preach.
A preacher! Just because some one is attractive, pleasing to look at, just because they are eloquent, quite entertaining, is no reason to assume they are truly anointed messengers of GOD.
If we had only known is my first lament. But the scripture tells me better about that ogre. Yes, she had to be endured and now she must be exposed, innocent children must be saved.
While I struggled, fought valiantly for sixty-two years never understanding that I was embroiled in a full scale war with satan himself, GOD saved me! Placed humble Jerome Walters right there to absorb most of the pain. Put him there to teach me by example, to encourage me. "Look well to your going, your going in , your coming out." "Study to show yourself approved." "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
Martha railed. Committed every demonic sin possible in eighty-seven years. One of my brothers, a yoke fellow, backstabbed me for her. Like a dog he returned to her lair, his vomit. Lied and mocked me for her. "I hope you find peace." ; he said. Like he found peace. Living in misery while pretending to be happy is not peace.
Brother, how can you find peace lying and denying for the most malicious , lascivious mother that ever lived? You go ahead and honor her, I won't! You claim you love her and do not hate her. You are a liar!
I am so glad I refused to attend that farce of funeral. All of you standing around mourning and fake crying for a bitch you pure hated. You had to. There is no one on this earth that can claim to love Martha unless you have less intelligence than an ameba protozoa . You loved the gifts, the lies, the phony praise but there is no one that could possibly love that slut. Only GOD and she gave (HIM) cause to fully take (HIS) hands off her.
Dear LORD on this day, Sunday , April 17, 2016, I am so glad you saw fit for Martha to make me her scapegoat, her punching bag, her "sin eater". What my mother did to my brothers, sons she claimed to love ruined them to the point they may never be saved or reach salvation.
To every false preacher, every lying hypocrite, I say "Bow down"
Praise the LORD!
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