I get it. I get why you felt compelled to run such games. But, the sexual perversion, the incest, the pedophilia, MURDER, has nothing to do with surviving, with getting over, with running a scam.
Every perverted person must first recognize that they are perverted, demon possessed and seek help, seek counseling.
It is a curse. When GOD takes (HIS) hands off of the reprobate, (HE) permits that evildoer to become a low beast. They will suffer with self hatred but they will have no brakes. Will not recognize any boundaries. My own mother stalked me worse than any viper, any virus. How could I know? How could I discern what was so obvious if I refused to know? Was it GOD's fault that I thought I was doing the right thing? He clearly told me to shun evil, that evildoers would be in my own family, that my mother would be against me.
Yet, I insisted. I was going to make this thing right. If I was just more understanding, more forgiving. If I kept telling myself it really wasn't as bad as I thought. I really didn't feel as bad as I thought I did every time I visited her home or talked to her on the phone. "Keep your chin up." "Never let the bastards see you cry." "Press on a little while longer."
Yes, there is a cure for all sins, Repentance.
"Come ye out from among them."
Praise the LORD!
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