Look what I found

"Time: 11:20 
W.
Ritchie Smith
485-8020
EXC. Place 

Glad to be in the service One more time
didn't have to
Somebody (let me)
came looking for a blessing,  a miracle
let them leave better than they came."

I found this hand scribbled introduction to a sermon or a prayer my mother delivered some where, at some time. It was neatly tucked in her Bible. That is the mystery.  My mother could preach.  Her message could or would touch your heart.  So why didn't she believe what she preached? Pride.  Martha could not drag herself to the truth.  I understand.  My mother was fully ashamed of her sexual proclivities.  Should she have been? If "homosexuality" is such a great sin why isn't it one of the Ten Commandments?  Why didn't Jesus preach against it? Worse, why are so many of the loudest opponents of "homosexuality" secretly "homosexual"?  Someone is confused.

How could a woman so capable of great preaching and praying carry such secret hatred against her entire family for eighty-seven years?  She didn't.  We knew. We were just too terrified to act, to know what we knew, to accept "it" out loud.   How could we face what she refused to face? Let's all get in line and lie.  Lie because our mother is a liar.

First of all, evil woman, you are a vehicle, a method by which GOD brings (HIS) children (HIS) anointed to this earth. You own no one. You control no one.  GOD is not some closeted sadistic viper. satan is.  Running to "church" every Sunday, tithing, repeating empty platitudes and just hoping for the best is not serving  GOD.  It is not demonstrating faith.   GOD does want us to have life and to have it more abundantly.

Do shun evil children.  You have every right.  Life is far too short to be hell hacked with a demon viper that refuses to listen, prefers to play head games.  Leave.  "DEPART FROM YOUR COUNRY AND YOUR RELATIVES , AND COME INTO THE LAND I WILL SHOW YOU."  Acts 7:3

Praise the LORD!