The discarded stone ...

Do you understand the parable of the stone the builders discarded? I can relate to that parable.  While I do not consider myself to be the potential cornerstone of a church,  I am part of a vital movement.

I am what they used to call "A throwed away baby".  Not only was I poor, black and female , I was unwanted by both my parents.  I had two daddies and a mother that claimed I was "too black" to love.  I notice I was never too black to beat, brutalize and sexually molest.

Racism, color prejudice,  is just a cover for satan.  My mother did pretend she believed she was chosen.  I do understand why she had to brag so on her color.  She had nothing else and she was as common as a dog.  Men, balk and shutter at Martha's proclivities.

Martha's malignant narcissistic behavior  had to be a manifestation of demon possession.  No right thinking decent woman could have ever lived Martha's life.  Sadly, I was wrong for ever trusting her, for ever believing she would change one day.  As far as I know she never repented.  I got cussed out good for having the nerve to inquire gently about my rape.

A savage beast!  Normal men and woman do not involve their young children in their sex acts.  Martha was a sexual deviate.  Demanded to be one and just as fiercely demanded that she never be revealed.  The "snitch" was the problem, not her proclivities.

How did she get away so long?  Did her witchcraft work? Her lies sure worked.  She was a brilliant actress and after all,  she was our mother.  It was unfair because she could read our minds and she did in fact mold our minds.  Martha did hate Jerome Walters, always accused him of interfering with her "parenting".

Martha what you were doing was not parenting!  GOD was preparing us while you were doing every evil abominable act you could think of.  It all backfired for me!  I do pray for all five of my brothers .  If it be thy will LORD, free them.

Praise the LORD!