Yes, you can be "rooted", led astray, into captivity. It is possible to have a mother, a "care giver" so ignorant, so envious, she never rises above the status of your mortal enemy. Don't worry, GOD sees, (HE) makes intervention. You will hurt deeply when you finally accept your truth. It is horrid. Or is it? Look what Jesus Christ went through to save us. What my ignorant mother did to me did not kill me, if anything, I am a much better person than I otherwise would have been.
"GOD maketh not ashamed." Anything you do for (HIM), for uplifting the Kingdom will not only last, but make you proud. Everything you do for evil you have to hide and deny. You have to live a lie, a phony made up existence. That gets old fast especially if you are yoked to a loved one like Martha. Shit! I would just rather be fucking homeless, under a bridge. Now I understand why some people just walk the streets, stay high, say fuck it.
Bow down satan. Because my ignorant mother had no filter, knew no boundaries, felt no pain, she did not know when she had gone too far, exceeded her limit.
Enough bitch! Old people are not supposed to lie, to fornicate, to be wicked. No one should practice WITCHCRAFT! Everyone has to repent, I thought. I always believed "deathbed confessions " were real. No such luck. That is hard. That is willful pride. That is a sure way to hell.
Your preaching, your "borrowed" sermons may have amazed you and that congregation you hated but do know you never fooled GOD. Yes, you fooled me. Wow! Too bad you could not fool yourself.
"Apart from Christ ", we are still nothing. GOD still forgives. It is never too late. "Too late" is in the grave. No one should wait that long.
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