my old evil mother was an uncaring sadist. She was addicted to causing debilitating pain and disappointment secretly. While I am sure she hated all of us with a vengeance , I had a special place in her cold black calloused heart. Was it because I was always too nice? Was it because her mother begged her on her dying bed not to mistreat me any more?
Was I just too dumb, too stubborn to believe my own mother capable of such evil? I was fooled by her preaching, her Bible quoting. She did flatter me quite a bit.
"Time changes all things."
No, I will never understand what twisted you, caused you to become so perverted. The fact is, you were perverted. Scolding, stabbing, MURDERING, secretly hating the very people that tried to help you, tried to intercede, tried to love you despite the fact you were a viper, was clearly not the answer.
It is real simple, it is not hard . You do have to pray. If you can't pray, pray to pray. Martha, it seems you got addicted to witchcraft early in your life. You couldn't let it go because you were evil, you did enjoy inflicting excruciating pain. That is what lowered your self esteem, created the self-hatred you secretly carried.
You used satan to make a fool of others, of your loved ones, your own family and satan made a fool of you. No problem. Countless numbers can learn from my life's journey. Every thing I needed to know about you Martha, GOD revealed to me in (HIS) book.
"Bow down satan!"
Praise the LORD!
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