Her love was fake,

but her hate was real! That bitch was lecherous , a beast.  Give it up! "Gird up your loins!  This truth can not be handled by the faint of heart.  I knew that at four years old when the pervert had my little black behind turned up in her face giving me a hot soapy enema.

FREAK!   A motherfucking freak!  It doesn't matter how or why.  Just know. There are far too many fucking freaks lurking in good families,  deliberately destroying at will and never being held accountable because their perversions are so repulsive!

People will gladly reveal or snitch on a stranger.  But when it comes to kin, when the culprit is related, family, our MOTHER! We start to fear, re-think, over think, exercise caution, feel ashamed and rebuke, question GOD, question friends and relatives.

"It is what it is!" My mother was not only severely perverted, she was a lying promiscuious whore. A pathological liar! A human , two legged demon!  A nasty cunt!  The next time some one claims to like men or women that are sexual freaks remind them of what may go along with that territory.

I know I'm old and my values and morals may be considered prudish, perhaps.  I live by the code of my grandfather.  "Never do anything you would be ashamed to admit you did."  If there are some sexual boundaries you do not feel comfortable crossing, freely  admitting you did, don't.

Never commit a sexual act you feel is uncomfortable, too disgusting. DON'T DO IT! My poor mother had to lie for eighty-seven years.  Had to lie, to cover lies, had to hate because she was jealous, because she felt ashamed because she committed acts she did not like or want to do.  (I suppose)

According to these judge shows  couples are engaging in "three-ways".  Hold up! You might not want to do that.  Think first.  What if you break up with this person?  Don't take pictures of your private parts and post them on your phone!

Quit doing shit you have to lie about.  My mother never stopped doing shit she had to lie about.  She never stopped prostituting.  She never stopped "working roots".  She never stopped hating and comparing herself, therefore she hated secretly.  Pretended to love while writhing with deep hatred and resentment.

Brother James tells us not to be double minded.  We can't.  It does not work.  "You will hate the one and love the other."