No, we did not come here to stay always

My grandfather taught me that often .  Some times I do wonder if "longevity " is truly a blessing.  My grandfather managed to reach age eighty-four before that succubus murdered him.  What nerve!  That whore was always that arrogant, that selfish, that cruel, that common, that corrupt, that despicable .

I loved her.  I really did.  Worse, I wasted sixty-two years trying to earn her love,  gained nothing but contempt and jealousy.   Mathy was a lying common whore with extremely low self-esteem and she was as crooked as a dog's hind leg.

While I am the only one telling, I am not the only one she tortured. TORTURE  is the optimum word.  Martha Jane Walters was one sadistic whore!  The best thing my mother ever did for me was brutalize and assault me so early in life I sought the LORD!

Yes, I am pissed because NO ONE  will help me expose this bitch!  You muthfuckers sat around with her laughing at me, bragging she sent me a shit filled letter.  You all were never shy about trying to win her favor, trying to remain in her good graces.

Well, the bitch is dead now.  You don't believe in ghosts do you?   I know why two of my  brothers are silent.  Well, keep cloaking for her, you are  going to hell with that whore.  She threw you two under the bus.  You both need medication and a psychiatrist. Bi-poloar my ass! You are not bi-polar, you are just fucked over.  Fucked over, raped and molested by your own mother!  Don't try to pretend you were never touched either.   It has always been obvious that something was very wrong with both  of you.  Now all the pieces of the puzzle are falling into place.

So?   Take that shit to your grave just like she taught you.  I hope you noticed how she broadcast every aspect of your life!

Naw, I never could cloak for her.  She hated me for always running off at the mouth.  "Yo'mouf run lak goose shit by duh moonlight!"

Thank you because you were one common ass slut.  If my testimony can  save one young man,  one young woman,  my " humiliation", "self-exposure"  will be well worth it.

You were common, common,common!  With the damn nerve to hate me.  You had the damn nerve to tell me that I wasn't shit!   Viper! I want your picture beside "Viper"  in every dictionary, Thesaurus, Google, etc.  This world needs to know about women like you!

I was feeling pretty awful about your longevity then I read a post from another survivor of narcissistic mothers and her mother lived to be 101!  So, I won't complain.