DEFINE YOURSELF! That is the greatest lesson I learned from my Mathy Jane Experience. Just hours old being blasted with filthy foul names. UNWELCOMED by my own mother. That is it. You can not sink any lower. The dye is cast. FORGET IT! I am fortunate, I am blessed, I escaped becoming a "lot lizard". That was my mother's intention for me, her highest ambition for me. That was the greatest ambition she ever wanted me to have. I was nothing to Martha. A fucking blood clot if I was that much. Never gave me one red cent to go to school but, was "Johnny on the Spot" for sexual molestation, exploitation, burns, bludgeoning and torture. Could not keep her foul "root working" hands off of my dreams. Off of any one's dreams because she was a lazy cunt, a whore, a prostitute, a foul disgusting woman that was alright with whoredom. Thought this world should be too. Thought GOD was stupid. "You sitting' on a gold mine!" What kind of advice is that? From a mother to her daughter? "Come Jesus!" From a fake preacher! Even a fake phony preacher knows better than to utter such ridiculous nonsense.
"GET THEE BEHIND ME sATAN! " Bitch if you don't go somewhere and bow your stanking ass down! You MURDERED your own father! You can NOT sink any lower! Perhaps incest, brutally beating and raping your own sons, your own children. I'm not sure that is worse than MURDERING your own daddy. Not when you had a good daddy. Not when a man was as fine, brilliant and compassionate as my grandfather. Talk about biting the hand that feeds you. You MURDERED the hand that feed you, that loved you, that never gave up on your worthless ass.
Sure, you told me to take it to my grave. Perhaps I would have if you had not cursed me so before you died. And if I had never discovered you were my secret enemy. If I had never girded up my courage, my loins, to acknowledge you were one sick twisted sister.
You claim you did the best you could, that you couldn't change. I am not a liar and I have never been a liar so I have never been faced with the difficulty of telling the truth. You swore truth and honesty was ridiculous, stupid. Look what dishonesty did to you.
Now AmeriKKKa is gripped by awful hatred like yours. Evil demons purely ravenous, angry, trying to divert GOD"s plans, (HIS) Divine Order. It can't be done. Your evil can NOT be hidden. No woman can come to this earth, live the life you lived and just die.
A word to the wise. That Book tells us to repent of our sins. You can not erase them, exchange them for charismatic entertaining "preaching". If people insist on hating me for knowing the truth, for telling on that succubus that held us hostage, so be it.
I don't need you. I need GOD. I need (HIM) every hour. I'm so glad my grandfather introduced me to (HIM). I'm so glad I've always trusted (HIM) to see me through.
Woman! Woman! Woman! You died thinking you had won. You left here unrepentant and you can't come back. I am so glad you can not come back this way. Any that want to be like you, go ahead. Do know I have sounded the alarm and only a brain dead idiot will ever honor the likes of you.
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