It is all in Divine Order

This is not our world, this world belongs to the LORD and the fullness thereof. You do have to study. You must cultivate the brain.  You must acquire as much knowledge as possible, you must observe, you must think critically and  you must NOT fear, you can not fear lest you fall victim to a wicked fallen woman like my mother.

Lest you fall victim to an abomination so low she is beyond human comprehension, unless you fall victim to the most immoral woman that ever slithered on this earth.  I have been trying to know, comprehend, discover, understand and survive my mother for my entire life.

Misery! Vexation! Torture! Drudgery! A joyless dreadful life.  That is about all my mother was ever going to permit anyone to have.  Why? So we would stay up under her, broken, useless, emasculated, impotent, empty shells.   "Misery loves company."  And if you are a Mathy Jane you demand it.  So we would foolishly run to her lying deceitful demonic ass for protection, she would gloat, deliberately deceive us and make what ever problem we had far worse.

World, what could we expect? A woman that beat the pure dog shit out of her new husband for catching HER IN ADULTERY! A woman that wants to have sex with small children, HER OWN CHILDREN!

What could we do? What could my grandfather do?  What could the Walters family do?  "Endure to the end."  Praise the LORD GOD almighty, what do you do?  What does a father do when his eight year old daughter has bludgeoned a puppy to death?  Should he tell? Should he have her put away? Where?  Should he admit that it is over, that he has sired a demon? Could her abominable evil be predicted?

The worse thing any family can do when they have a daughter like Martha is fear her.  Martha was feared.  The more she was feared, the more she terrorized.   The more she terrorized the more she felt she had a right to.  The last thing Martha should have been introduced to was WITCHCRAFT.   My mother was a sick sadist, a complete sociopath schooled in the knowledge of the occult.  That was not good.

Martha's extreme ignorance, combined with her low morals, deep hatred and jealousy produced the monster that Martha Jane Walters became.  A woman so hideous her very victims still refuse to know, can't know.  I know,  I am still learning and I'm a wreck.  Jesus told me to know my truth and the truth would set me free.  The truth certainly made me want to flee my mother , my family.  I refuse to so mush as associate with people dumb enough to honor such a low common woman.  People ignorant enough to call that "thang" preacher, mother, "mother of the church".  "From such stay away."

You know a person can fall, but they don't have to stay down.  You can get your stanking ass up.  You can get up honestly, with the truth.  Not my mother.  The greedy stanking whore deliberately plotted and lied until the day she finally closed her eyes for the last time.

A foul being, a low common woman that deliberately left her stench.  No!  No way! My mother was as common as common can get unchecked, unhindered.   My mother was unhinged and allowed to roam and destroy freely because she claimed to love, claimed to be a Woman of GOD. You can not be a Woman of GOD if you hate GOD, if you secretly blame GOD for all of your mistakes.   If you do something wrong, something you are ashamed for people to know you did , yet you do it repeatedly any way.  You are GOD forsaken.  You are a reprobate.  My mother was a reprobate!  Not just any reprobate. One so repulsive and repugnant people can not stand to hear about her.

What about me?  What about us? We had to live under her demonic reign.  We had to suffer her psychotic demonic madness for eighty-seven years!  STAND UP!  I know she flattened us, gutted us, left us barely alive.  Left us mentally and physically exhausted, drained.  We all have severe PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder).  We all must come to the truth.  WE NEVER HAD A MOTHER!  A low female whore birthed us and did everything she could to destroy us while grinning and laughing in our face!

Why? Because she wanted to, because she could.  Because her dumb ass did think she was superior to all black people.  Because Martha Jane Walters was a textbook example of the "Willie Lynch Letter".

World, you better get ready. The vipers are here, the Mathy Janes are here.  They have NO MORALS!  Zero!  They have NO LOVE for any one.  They do not even love themselves.  They hate,  they are beings, creatures, vipers,  rotting from the inside out.  "From such stay away and do not fear them!"

Invoke the name JESUS!  Jesus is the only reason I'm still here.  The fact that I have always loved Jesus and have never been afraid to call out (HIS) name is the only reason I'm still here.

Praise the LORD!