A woman in Atlanta was indicted recently for beating her eighth month old daughter to death. She did admit it. At least she did not lie. That is too much hatred, too much pain. We do not have to have babies we do not want. We can use some form of birth control. We can legally seek an abortion.
Pray! If you are extremely cowardly, extremely perverted, pray, seek help. Isolate yourself. Imprison yourself. Self regulate. Read, study, fast, pray. Seek an answer. "Know ye the truth. Be set free."
My truth is my mother did not care, could not care, was never going to care. She could have lived to be over a hundred. She would have never changed. She was a brute. She was vicious , ferocious. Some men are the same way.
Why am I always shocking myself, amazing myself? Look what this world did to Jesus! Jesus was GOD's Son and they nailed (HIM) to a Cross! Stripped (HIS) skin off! And we claim we want to be Christians! No! We want to be like those people that crucified Christ. That is why we crucify each other. Hate each other for the color of our skin, hair texture, age, weight, class, status, any excuse will do. We love to hate each other. We demand to compete, to out do each other.
You claim you want to be a Christian. No the hell you don't! Not really, not on this earth. These vipers are vicious! Be "nice", be kind. You can act like Jesus if you want to. You are going to get your ass kicked just like Jesus! Understand that when you declare how you want to live like Jesus. You have to loan people money, you can't ask for it back. You have to let people slap the shit out of you. You can't do nothing but pray and take it.
Look at my own mother! Sexually abusing toddlers! Her own babies! WORKING "ROOTS"! A "Root Worker"! I had to endure it to the end.
I am a Christ Lover! I love Christ but I am not going to let these imps eat me up. I am not going to let these vipers devour me. My OWN MOTHER!
Help us LORD! "Come by here, somebody needs you."
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