What!?

Did my mother think she was winning? Was smarter than GOD? Smarter than I would ever be? Did she think we were retarded?  Did she think because she wasn't phased by what she did , we shouldn't?

I saw her LORD. I witnessed it.  No, I didn't understand then but,  I understand now. Martha bought five and six hundred dollar designer suits for herself in the SIXTIES.  She threw them down on the floor, walked on them.  I was glad to hang them up.  Why couldn't I see that was how she treated us, deliberately abused us?

Did she really think her yellow skin entitled her to be a filth monger? Really!  She sure did!  She sure hated my granddaddy.  Killed Him! Mocked him and got away.  She didn't get away, Mathy pure rotted.  That whore spent eighty-seven years rotting from the inside out.

"From such stay way!"

Did she really believe she was never going to reap?  Why didn't she know she was reaping all the time? Why was she so common LORD? Are there a lot of women like her LORD?  Seriously, how many women commit incest, pedophilia, MURDER, and go running to church to hide? Up preaching for attention, admiration they know they do not deserve?

What is it LORD? Break her spell!  Destroy what ever WITCHCRAFT  that sick whore left hanging over us.  Bring us out LORD! Break the curse!  Reverse this curse!

"Come ye out from among them!"

Yes, my mother was despicable.  Key word, she was despicable.  Martha was the lying common whore.  Why should I go along with her lies?  What was in it for me? What was in it for us?  LORD just how long will my entire family remain lost, in hiding, lying and denying for such a cold cruel woman?

Sure, she birthed us.  We did come from her corrupt womb but she was never our mother, a mother.  A great actress,  thank GOD.  But, too evil, too sadistic.

"From such stay away."