What was I thinking?

No, I never had a childhood, not really.  I went from a toddler,  a fun loving happy four year old,  to a guarded, suspicious , untrusting,  sexually, physically, psychologically, emotionally abused female,  worthless "luddle black heifer" negro motherless child.  satan did that to me in one day, in less than an hour.

There are a lot of things you may have to overcome as you sojourn on this earth.  I can assure you "motherlessness" is not the obstacle you want.  It is debilitating.  Especially when your mother is the slick whore my mother was.  I can prove my point with one word, INCEST.   See, case closed.  We do not have to go any further.

When satan is ashamed of you, you have gone too far.

The slut came and got us.  Found out we were worth an allotment check.  We were finally out of diapers.  Martha was never worried about anyone ever telling shit on her.  Martha did have an attitude.  She did wish you would dream you ever told shit on her.  "Muthfucker bedder wake the FUCK UP AND RE-THINK!" 

Proof! Proof!? The bitch is long since dead and is still a secret!