I finally had to admit it.

I literally bit the bullet.  I have fought this truth my entire life.  You have no morals!  You are void of any sense of decency.  Yes, it is a criticism.

Any one that can live the life you've lived for eighty-six years and remain unashamed is an outrage!  Any person that can stand in a pulpit, stand before GOD and profess to be a "Christian", to claim to love the LORD, knowing full well she is lying, faking, pretending, putting on and NOT CARE, is bewildering to say the least.

For eighty-six years you have deliberately, knowingly, with forethought and malice destroyed your entire family.  No, that's not mean, it's beyond selfish, way beyond greedy.  There is only one word for it , DEMONIC!  Not, any run of the mill demon possession either.  You are Satan's imp on steroids.

STOP!  You shall not proceed any further! To quote you "another futher".  I got so tickled today.  I actually laughed at myself.  I could hear you clearly screaming in my ear; "YOU SHUT UP! ALWAYS RUNNING YO' MOUF'!"  I was foolish.  I was running my mouth, laughing, telling my cousins how you beat XXXXX when he was a toddler, just learning to walk.  I was telling them how you beat him for defecating on himself.  Dumb me, I didn't know that it was a secret.  Did I actually think that was the proper way to potty train a child?

Why didn't you want your cousins to know?  You did it.  I was a little girl.  You let me see.  You didn't care if I knew.

Where did you get that from?  Doing any and everything you felt like doing and tracking down every witness to intimidate.  True, we all make mistakes.  We are human.  You are not GOD or a miny god.  Fear means respect, dummy.  Terrorizing and inculcating sheer fear is not "motherly".  Deliberately leading everyone into captivity is not a mission or assignment from GOD.

Where did you get the idea that you and only you can do any and everything that she pleases and nobody better not say anything?  You are not to be criticized, admonished, or told on. You are caught.  You are revealed.  You have been weighed in the balances and found wanting.  You proclaim and brag that you are never repenting.  Don't!

I have fully accepted the fact that you don't have a shred of decency in you.  Not one ounce or iota of human decency or compassion.  Any woman that could sexually molest her own children is worthless.  Fallen below the lowest standard.  Screaming a lie will not save you.  You might be cool as a breeze but that is not a compliment.  Your uncanny ability to slay and rob your own children should not make you proud.

It's cool.  I have finally accepted the truth.  I never knew a person like you was actually possible.   YOU MURDERED YOUR OWN FATHER!!! for Christ's sake!   I have no doubt.  You will never apologize, repent or say you are sorry.  You will die and continue to rot in the hell you created.

If the Holy Bible is ever re-written or revised I want them to put an asterisk beside the term "long suffering".  I want your name by that asterisk because you are the true definition of "long suffering".